Yes, it's true. Though sometimes I deny it to myself. Maybe past relationships do not have a great value to me right now, but deep inside during myself that's when I am bothered by the Ghost of my past love. I know I no longer anyone of them but at the back of my head I feel sorry for them and even for myself. I didn't make god choices and so did they. I am a big disappointment to myself. I have failed to follow my own standards. When I was a kid I told myself I wanted someone that will stay with me Forever and now I don`t even know if the word Forever even exists. Let's just say it does ... I'm not even half way through it.
Darn!. I don't really have time for love. This post is just something to honor the past guys? It's not that there's a lot. I just wanna let them know that I did grow because of them. I am very much thankful for all the times they spent with but maybe the ones that are meant for us are still out there.
Every night as I sleep there are peculiar moments that I think of someone from the past if he has forgiven me to all the things I have done to him but one idea is that they may not be bothered to think about me so why should I be bothered anyway?
On the other hand ,I'm happy because I turned out like this. To whom I am right now. Because whether they believe it or not I do treasure them, they made me happy in certain times of my life, was there to comfort me, was there to be my best. THAT'S THE BEST PART OF IT. so Ghosts of my past. Stop lurking beneath my bed. A'ryt? ;)
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